Day 14- A picture of you and your family

I am proud to introduce to you my family.  From left to right. That’s my kuya Ryan, My dad, Kuya Cyrus, mom, me, and the most precious gift, Yohann.

My dad and kura Ryan passed away last 2016. So here we are now.

 

 

My dream job wasn’t it

Two years ago, I applied for this homebased job who finally offered me a salary I never imagined I could get. I know I am good. But well you know… I am not that good… really (naman! haha) :p So, I initially grabbed it. And was so thankful. But then, working at home with a bulinggit is quite a challenge. I know I could excel in that work. The only problem was I was under surveillance. Haha! I have a clock that monitors me if I am working or not.  Once I switch to Facebook something will pop on my screen and asking me “Are you working on this project?” or “It seems like you are idle, something we can do to help?” Haha No offense, this system seems to know how to make the job done.  But in the creative world that’s not how it works. Plus! A bulinnggit that makes kulit while you’re working? It won’t work. Well, atleast for me. And so, after a week, I resigned.

So, I checked my emails again and finally gave in to an email I keep setting aside. I did the exam, and waited for a few days then landed an interview with the boss.  She’s Chinese and very charming. Like the usual interviews she was very professional. The next day, I got an email.  I got an offer better than the one I turned down. And finally, I will be working for a publishing company! I will be designing my own magazines!!! Imagine how thrilled I was. I was soooooo happy! I was sooooo proud!!! At naregular agad ako in a month! Hihi And got the best benefits ever! At walang surveillance. Time in time out lang. haha

I stayed with the company for a year and it was the most satisfying job ever. A year? yes. Too bad, that was the year when America was having a financial ‘crisis’. The company had to let go all the outsourced designers.  But my boss, wasn’t so happy letting me go. She had to put me somewhere I can be of reach. She referred me to her good friend who is a company’s client.

I worked for the friend for a month. And they decided to hire me full time. Yehesss haha Iba talaga! I have been with the company now for 18 months now. I have the best boss! And it has been awesome since.

So, bakit ko nga ba pinost ito? Kahit ilang kumpanya man ang mag turn down sayo, sounds cliché but something better will always come.  You would never know what your dreams really are until you are living the dream.  Just keep trying. And never lose hope applying. Dahil sa dami ng inapplayan mo… for sure may isa diyang maloloko tayo! Este maniniwala at bibigyan tayo ng chance. :p

 

 

I am the worst girlfriend ever.

It has been a super busy week for us. I have lots of deadline and you stressed at work. It was our anniversary and we didn’t get the chance to celebrate. I was hoping we can celebrate it this weekend… but then you invited friends a long. At first it was ok… but you know me. I’m selfish. I want you all for myself on days like these. So, I started ranting. But before the day ends, you sent me this email. With this message…

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Ohhh eh bakit ang sweet sweet moooo??? hihihi video below guys. 😀

I got really mad at first… KASI DINUGO AKO SA SUPER TAGALOG MONG MENSAHE. At!!! KASI DI MO TINULOY YUNG SURPRISE!!! I STILL WANT MY SURPRISE!!!  … I’M SORRY… Sorry I ruined it for you.

Ok. As of now, I AM THE WORST GIRLFRIEND EVER. As in, EVUUUURRRRR! :((

This brought me to tears. I am so lucky to have you. Ikaw lang ang nakakatiis sa topak ko. Marami ka pang paghihirap na dadanasin sakin! Kiss na lang kita after hehe Parehas naman tayo may pag kukulang… But we have the rest of our lives filling those up. We can always laugh at our problems later on. As how our day usually ends.

Thank you JayCee for doing the video and Pauline for helping out Carlo!  Don’t worry Paupau! We have the best boyfriends on earth! Ewan ko lang pag asa Mars na tayo hehe (lov you!)

Ok. Sabi ko nga eh… GIRLS! BAWAL MAG EXPECT! hahaha Di nga ako nag expect! MERON NAMAN PALA! Labo! Haha Sorry na!!!

I’m sorry! I am so sorry! Happy happy 4th year Honey banana! Wow! Akalain mo? Apat na taon na!!!! I love you soooobra! Mahal mo parin ba ako? Kaya pa ba? 😀

True love is.

Happy happy.

Sabi nila walang forever, pero naniniwala akong IKAW ang forever ko. hahaha Ches! Happy happy to us Honey Banana!

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Day 14- A picture of you and your family

No holiday. For me.

It’s a 3-day holiday in Manila! Yay! But not for me. I work from home and I follow US holidays… Booohooooo 😦

Today is another mark in the Philippine History where Pope Francis will be in Manila from January 15 to 19, 2015.  Everyone is invited to celebrate this experience with the Pope. Kahit sa TV lang.

So, before you go out there and start enjoying your vacation, please pray for Pope’s safety and wonderful experience with the Filipinos.

So, pano? Work muna ako!
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Not a good way to start the year.

I ended the year with a bad note… and started 2015 even worse. Why do I have to be so opinionated? Why is it too easy for me to show my dismay…? Why can’t I be better at telling how I really feel without getting mad? Or why do I have to tell…? Can’t I just keep it to myself and let other live their lives?

Somebody told me “I deserve to be alone…”  Maybe I do… Maybe I should so I won’t continue hurting anybody. I only have very few people in my life and maybe I might lose them too… Ohhh this is frustrating. I am the worse person ever.

I need to change big time. I need to change. Like NOW. No. No happynesz here. I’m sorry…

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Day 13- A letter to someone who has hurt you recently

Ok. How do we begin haha madrama ito! I think this is the best way to end the year. Forgiveness. Ohhh k! So, I will have two.  One for the person who have hurt me. And the other one to the person I didn’t mean to hurt.  Ok. Hmmm here it goes.

To the person who hurt me.
I know, I haven’t done anything wrong to you.  But maybe I did! And I’m sorry. Di ko alam kung san galing yung mga galit mo sa’kin for you to say those hurtful words.  Sorry, pinatulan kita. Kasi nasaktan ako. Pero ok na.  Ayoko na rin isipin na nangyari yun.  I will continue doing my part, helping out how I think the best I can.  And hopefully, matapos din lahat ng problema. I wish us happiness. At kahit ano pa mangyari, mahal kita! Mahal ko kayo! Ayyieeeee!

To the person I hurt.
Well, we really don’t mean to hurt anybody.  Sorry for being pushy.  Sorry for trying to tell you and rubbing it in what I think is better.  Sorry if I… Hmmm… I’m sorry.  I’m sorry for everything. Sorry for ruining everything.  I’m sorry…

Di ako sanay na nagagalit, ‘di ako sanay na may kaaway.  I usually am just sitting somewhere unnoticed. Hopefully, 2015 can open doors to better relationships.  Better friendships.  One thing, I have learned (the hard way…), is I should stop pushing people to do what I want.  I can share, but don’t expect them to do it.  Hemmingway,  life must go on. Forgive and forget. God gave us all the reasons to smile!

hahaha this is super funny!

Sige na… smile na dyan! hahaha
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Day 12- How you found out about Blogger and why you made one

Ok. It’s not Blogger it’s WordPress.

Alam mo yung nakikiuso? haha Ako yun! Every one at work used to have a blog and I sorta liked to be “in”? Nakakahiya man pero oo.  At dahil dun, ituloy tuloy na. Masaya naman eh. ‘Di ako magaling magsulat. So, pasensya na kayo.

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